yes, as some of you will know. im officially homesick and im going to announce it out LOUD. im not going to stop denying it. cos the more i deny it, the more awful i feel. well, i have been anticipating such strong emotions before i left spore. being alone in a somewhere new is indeed not easy. it's totally different from exchange , NOC or summer programmes, where at least you have SOME school mates with you, or the fact that you WILL soon make new friends.
toby joked before that why not i just stand on the streets and start making friends with strangers. well i figure a more appropiate place would actually be a clubbing hole, isnt it?
yes i dont like what im going through now. at least im bravely admitting that.
but im not regretting anything. i feel i have grown up a little more, laying a significant milestone in my twenty-first year. i have some pointers in my mind that i will want to achieve at the end of this internship.
im not very sure if i have attained all of it yet. but if all other fails, one thing for sure is that i want to prove to my parents that i've grown to a better person, stronger in character.
Little Wonders - Rob Thomas
Let it go
Let it roll right off your shoulder
Don't you know
The hardest part is over
Let it in
Let your clarity define you
In the end
You will only just remember how it feels
Our lives are made
In these small hours
These little wonders
These twists and turns of fate
Time falls away,
But these small hours
These small hours
Still remain
i always count my blessings to have really great friends and family. in times when i feel totally lousy, i will somehow receive little simple acts that will simply make my day. like the postcard and letter, emails and smses. i really really appreciate all these small acts.
